Hi I wondered if there was anyone that's been in a similar position to me?
I have been diagnosed with bulimia again and I am so depressed it's starting to affect my whole life.
I binge one to two times a day and have been making myself sick and taking loads of pills. I take 10-15 laxatives a day, 4 diuretics loads of pro plus and slimming tablets.
I physically feel awful aching all the time and always having a bad tummy. My heart races all the time I feel dizzy and my hair is falling out. I am on a waiting list for cbt but I think it's going to be a while. I am not sure it will help though.
I have been hiding it all from my family and I feel ashamed and disgusted with myself.
I have started self harming again as well and taking time off my job in a college.
It's all getting out of hand and I am in a viscous circle. I hate feeling like this and I don't know what to do?