Yesterday I went to the hospital for my eating disorder assessment and after being asked questions and my BMI being checked I was told I fit the criteria (or something like that) for Anorexia nervosa and shall now see a dietitian and a therapist. Still feels very unreal and I feel in denial like I am still not ill... They said they are going to try to help me get to a BMI of around 19 where my BMI at the moment is a quite a bit lower (16.4) so that scares me, although I'm beginning to realise that it would be beneficial for my health.
Thank you to the people on this site who have supported me 
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That sounds positive. I know it seems scary but they are trying to help you . please accept the help and try and work with them. You deserve more than anorexia will give you .with love xxx
Thank you very much
Yeah, it's so scary, I want to stop feeling so guilty for eating what others consider a normal or even below normal amount, but at the same time I don't want to gain and still want to be thinner, but don't want to become more ill... it's all very confusing :/ and thankyou 
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