I know i have an eating disorder. I have all the symptoms and i desperately eant to lose weight. Ive been trying a lot and i have but not reached my goal yet! I feel like starving is the only way out. I purged twice, but now im kind of scared of it bc i accidently watched a video about how dangerous it is and what it does. I still feel like i will do it again. Im reslly overweight. I habent weighed myself as im scared to see what it is. I feel like i cant tell anyone becasue im not anorexic or dying, so everyone would laugh at me. I dont want to wait till it gets bad for people to notice, but i guess i have to. I only hope one day i can be healthy and happy with myself.