Recently it has established that I have an eating disorder/foodphobia. Food often causes me pain, especially at the main meal at night, and definately makes me feel sick. I am always cold and haven't had a period in 3 months. I am losing weight at an alarming weight and I am trying everything that I can to make it stop; I have almost finished exams and just want to be able to enjoy my summer.
My Mam gets so worried about me, which is understandable, but when she looks at me I can see how sad she is, as if she is sick with worry. I haven't seen her act like herself since before I became ill.
I am trying everything I can to get better, but I can't stand disappointing her,seeing the worry in her eyes and I just want our relationship to be the same.
Any suggestions of what I can do - especially with my Mam? Any help would be great...