I think i might have an eating disorder but cant because im fat.

[Someoneineverknew]

Hey i'm new here i just made the acoount today. I think i might have an eating disorder but i think thats not possible i am 135 pounds and 5'3 and everytime i look at myself i see a huge person in the mirror, and all i have to do is lose more and more weight. I havent checked my weight yet because im not home yet but i think i lost some weight because i barely eat the past two days, like for breakfast i had one egg which is 100 calories then i burned them doing forty jumping jacks, ten push-ups, twenty squats, and 15 sit-ups and 15 leg lifts. I then eat half a burger for lunch which is about 200 caloires and then i burned 186 of them by an half hour swim. So i dont think i have an eatind disorder but i think im fat when people tell me im not really that fat. But at the same time i am not skinny either and i really want to be and thats all im thinking of at the moment, so what do you guys think do i have an eating disorder because a friend thinks i do. Ya and i honestly dislike how i look so badly and it took me an hour to finally decide i should go swimming because i felt fat in my swimming suit.

[crazycrossstitcher]

Seek help now - you are clearly having issues around body image - and the way you are exercising and restricting your diet is concerning - go to your GP and explain your feelings - weight is not the only issue with an ED - its the thoughts and feelings and your approach to your body image and food/exercise that are also of importance - eating such a restricted diet and portion size I would suggest is worrying - so do seek help now.

[la-la-la]

You don't have to be skinny to have an ed. That is a misconception. It is how you feel underlying that needs addressing so seek help and good luck.

Lala

[Electropterodactyl]

Sort this out now before it spirals out of control hun

You seem to have some deep rooted issues around your self image that need to be adressed, why are you so desperate to reach this goal? Why are not happy how you are?

These are all questions that you should think through with someone trusted so you can get to the real deep core of why you arent happy in your own skin. Its not until you change your way of thinking about yourself that you can feel satisfied. God made you beautifully and i just pray that very soon you will be able to see yourself that way too x