im writing on here because i don't know what else to do. when i talk to my mum i feel guilty because i feel like i am being a burden on her with my problems. I have been told by my gp and refferal clinic that i have anorexia. after days of eating very little and then usually a day with no food at all i have a binge where i eat roughly 2000 calories. i dont even know if its a lot in general or if its just a big deal to me because im not used to eating that many calories in one go. but after every binge i feel so guilty and ashamed of myself. i feel like a disgusting person and then majorly regret what i have done so i dont eat anything the next day because ii know i will loose the weight that i might have put on from the binge. i just want a little bit of advice on what i can do to feel happy. sorry this is really long but i dont know what else to do.