well I'm another year on and many things in my life have changed.
I've eaten. ..not always huge amounts but eaten regularly thru the day for over a year now. Exercise is dramatically reduced. ..I'm changing. ..I've changed...
my understanding of anorexia now makes me an expert. I highly suspect I understand it more than any " specialist s" out there. I could explain but it would blow your brains out and I totally get now why anorexia might kill you. ..you live an acting, pretending, faking it life. Once absorbed into it you are unlikely to get out, get to the bottom of it and reach true recovery.
Once you remember what happened you, what your position is you want to go back to your bubble but you can't...you pray for guidance....For a miracle. ..