I'm losing the will to go on. It just seems like a constant battle, I thought I'd over come my eating problem (never been diagnosed, so could be inaccurate) and for a month maybe I'd eaten properly, like I used too, I enjoyed food again but then recently that has all changed again, I weighed my self for the first time in ages and it reminded me why I didn't eat, why I would throw my food back up. And now, I just can't gain back my self happiness. I don't want to eat but I do! It is just a constant battle and I don't know how much longer I can keep on fighting it! I want to be healthy, I want to be thin, but no matter what exercise I do, the only way I have been close to achieving that is through my problem. I can't see a way out, I can't see how I will ever be happy with my self. I'm not seeking pity or attention, just some help, something to inspire.
Connie, 18 years old x