So I have been aneroxic for about a year now. I was always called fat and ugly. But people were just kidding but eventually I started to believe it. No one has ever found out about my eating disorder I and 5"4 and weigh 107 lb. I am scared of eating food. I don't even have an appetite much anymore. I always get awkward around food and when I'm at friends houses. I usually just say I ate before I got there or I'm just no feeling good. When I first started my mom eating disorder I always listened to music to not think about my hunger.