Since may last year I have been more concious of my weight than I ever had been. I don't know why, or how it started, but I couldn't keep a meal down, my brain told me to throw it up, and so I did, I stopped eating less and less, and started starving myself to see the number on the scales drop. I said I'd do it to my desired weight which at the time was 8 stone 2, and now I'm 7 stone 7, I couldn't stop after getting to 8 stone 2. I count my calories everyday and constantly weigh myself, I still throw up every now and then, but I don't look skinny at all. I'm small (5'1) so its even harder to have a small figure, but when my boyfriend has mentioned it to me, I just think, I'm not ill enough to have a disorder, I'm not thin enough to, surely? I need some advice on whether or not I do or don't. X
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