around october last year, i got quite stressed and made myself throw up a bit, wanting to lose weight before my 18th party and feeling very fat...after a while this stopped, i stopped throwing up and thought it was fine.
Ive just finished a really stressful year at school studying a levels, and found it hard to deal with studying as well as meeting with friends etc. i started throwing up again, cancelling loads of plans, i just feel really down and mum keeps asking whats wrong but i have nothing to say. she says i've shut her and dad out but i don't know how to tell them.
i read some stuff online and people said telling doctors didnt help cause it isn't taken seriously. i mean i go through periods of being sick 3/4 times a week, but like this week i[ve only been sick once (today) it really changes, so i don't think it's a proper ED i just don't know whats wrong with me.
I have lost a stone and a half in the past 3/4 months i think but it doesn't really show. i'm just worried about hte complications being sick can cause, i'm not stupid and i know this isn't good for me, but once my brain tells me to do it, i just end up doing it.
It's particularly hard for me to tell my parents because my mum really worries and stresses out about everything in life, and i think is a bit depressed herself so i don't want to give her something to worry about too!
any help on what you think is wrong with me/what i can do please. i'm off to uni in sept and i don't wanna be ill there.