I've just started CBT on the NHS after a long and torturous wait. I have been doing reasonably well, binging a few times but barely purging at all since going onto antidepressants and have seen a huge improvement. That said, last week after my first session i had a huge binge (no purge) and yesterday after my second session i had my first binge/purge in a long time. I'm wondering if anyone else has this? I can't figure out why it is, maybe it's because no i'm getting help i can class it as someone else's problem, or maybe part of me feels that i might not get help unless i'm throwing up (when i do still need it as every day is a huge struggle). Any thoughts or experiences welcome?