I've been fighting AN for over 3 years and was making progress. But AN has been getting stronger again for over a month and no matter how much I've tried to block her out she's got louder and louder. Now she's back in control again, she controls what eat, how much exercise and how I feel about my body. I'm losing weight again+ feel so scared as don't know what to do to stop her. I've tried all my old coping mechanisms and they're not working. My eating disorder counsellor is worried and says she might have to intervene if things get worse. Can anyone relate and offer any advice as I feel so alone and a failure as was beating this horrible illness but it's consuming me again.