I’m just so tired. Every year I get older, the more tired and harder life gets. The less coping strategies work. I’ve gone through 20 therapists in the past 10 years. Cardiac side effects to meds, so no longer an option. My family is dissolving and I’m growing apart from my friends. My work is crushing my spirit, I’m burning out and my performance is decreasing steadily. I just cannot grab a toe hold on anything resembling hope, as I am fairly young and know that life only gets harder from here, I’m only going to get older and MORE tired. I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel like there’s anything I can do.
I’m not even sure why I’m posting this. Just something I’ve been thinking for a long, long time and needed somewhere to express it.