where's my first post?

Yesterday, I wrote a long post in a frame similar to this one. It said say something so I started typing away and I thought I clicked post but I didn't see it. Later I saw my second short post. Is there somewhere else these posts end up? I can't remember all what I posted, but I wanted to find a support group that met more than once a month, I wanted to connect with someone close to my age. Nothing against the yunguns. And how do I get started in finding real help, and a ADHD advocate. I live in the Los Angeles area. I bet I said something wrong, forgive me if I did.