I just want to ask some questions or just want to let it out . Sometimes i feel it would be better if i run away from reality because i am good at nothing , i really just want ro be alone for sometime currently i live with my parents and i really get irritated with them all the time . Its not even there fault but i dont feel good . I have everything to cherish my life , i am so lucky but still i am not satisfied or say internally happy. My emotions goes uo and down like i cant even express. I hate living like this its just because of my dreams i am crawling foward but i hate it. I just want to be left alone , i want to live in mountains for some time , i love nature, i wonder if anyone else can experience something different when on a trek or camping at heights.
I am really fed up of myself , i am getting best treatment , everyone is soo supporting around me but still its like never ending struggle inside my brain . I hate living like this , i wish no parent get a child like me , its so difficult to tolerate me i know.
Someone told me miracles do happen.