Anyone been there, and have suggestions?

[Nothing_but_books]

It's too much for me. I need to accomplish something. Some minuscule something to feel any pride in myself.

I get up hurting. I sit. I wait for the pain to recede. I wait.

I plan to get things done today. Important things.

I sit. I get up, I push through the pain and start working. One minute. On a good day, five minutes.

The pain gets terrible. I sit and take a break. Lather. Rinse. Repeat.

The days where the breaks go on and on are too humiliating. I am a failure at success.

One day. Two days. I hurt. I hurt. Maybe it's the changing weather. Maybe it's the high humidity. Maybe I'm just failing, day after day after day. It goes on longer than I can take.

[Lalaputty]

ask Dr. for video call. If all else fails try the mental health groups available they may be able to help .

I know all about the hurt.

If I woke and didn't hurt I'd think I was dead its really shit isn't it.

What have you been diagnosed with hunni