So its been 6 days since me and my ex broke up. Today has been so hard and i dont really no why, ive hardly stopped crying all day and i cant stop thinking about the past. im so worried that hes just okay now and im left in this awful state, ive text him to see if we can have a chat tonight cos i just need to know if hes fine and not bothered about us. I kind of wish i hadnt now though cos its been over an hour and im starting to get anxious cos ive not heard anything back....what if i dont and he just doesnt care anymore. he might of realised hes happier now. its killing me this, i really just want to go to sleep and not wake up again.
i need peace.