New on here xx

Hi everyone...just joined this I've suffered depression over 15yrs on new off..been on tablets which sometime help...was doing so good at even after losing my mum to cancer 2yrs ago..why her not me was the first time question I asked she wanted to be here...anyway was doing okay last yr then found out pregnant which was like a gift from my,mum 2nd chance to grab life by the horns...everything was good tillll few wks ago then I hit meltdown oanickinin about money work the usual...over the years I gt into mega debt during my depressed time luckily my dad is going to help me back on feet again...I would rather have no money just enuf to survive....feel so low and feel that everyone talking behind my back and trying to get me..hardly want to leave the house the now..hope tomorrow will be a better day xx

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  • just read your short story hun, I am also new to this, feeling the same right now, I feel I can't do right from wrong most days, feeling low and worthless, don't want to go out don't want to get dressed, would sooner be on my own, so on and so on, i'm not living I just exist!!!!!!!!! everything i do is always for others never for myself.........................life is s---

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    wishing you a better day tomorrow Debbie, from worthless x

  • It is so horrible when you feel so low. And having lost my Mum and Dad last year , I know your feeling of loss. And that possibly is all part of the grief process that you are going through which is quite normal, but may explain your depression at this time. We all panic when our life is about to undergo chanages, wondering how we will manage etc, so glad your Dad is there for you. You will have a beautiful new baby soon who will depend on you to be strong. You CAN do it and you will do it. I really do hope that you have better days and good luck. xx

  • Hi Debbie I can't imagine your pain. But a baby will bring you joy and reason to live a happy life. It's good your dad will help you. Sometimes I feel with my depression everyone is talking behind my back but they prob arnt have a talk with them and see what they say. Stay strong things can only get better. This site is so good as we can help each other

    All the best and good luck annie xx

  • Hi Debbie I can't imagine your pain. But a baby will bring you joy and reason to live a happy life. It's good your dad will help you. Sometimes I feel with my depression everyone is talking behind my back but they prob arnt have a talk with them and see what they say. Stay strong things can only get better. This site is so good as we can help each other

    All the best and good luck annie xx

  • Thank you everyone for your warm words n welcome to this group..i think.deep down i worry too much about things that may never happen n rhis drives me crazy..im sure the new baby will be a fresh start...will keep everyone posted..and hope every hurdle i face i can overcome x

  • Hi Debbie Im fairly new here too and its a great support. You have been through an awful lot, but now your soon to be a Mum, when we are Depressed and stressed to the max, we can get a bit paranoid. never mind that. You just take it slowly one day at a time, let your lovely Dad help you out, and concentrate on yourself, dont give time to worrying about what others might or might not be saying. Keep in touch and you will get through, Any change is stressfull at the best of times. So im sending you a big hug from Dublin. An Irish hug. he he.

  • Thanx guys...i feel a weight been lifted from my shoulders just bn part of this group n realising im not the only one that feels like this..xx

  • Far from it and that is what is so refreshing about this site. People on here REALLY know what you are going through and feeling and can give some really good advice and sometimes just rational thought , which is what we all need. Good luck, xxx

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