I split up with my fella six months ago because of all the problems he was having with his wife (separated). After five weeks off work in December I came back. We have remained friends and he told me he wants to be with me, but today I told him the reality was until he stops running around and letting her control him and using emotional blackmail we will never have a future, he agreed. And I know its the right thing to say what had to be said and I will stay out of his way at work, but now I feel so low again. I've been on leave this week, and it gave me time to think. I want to get back to work Monday just so I keep busy. I cant stop crying because I love and miss him and tomorrow i'm 45 and feel like i'm going to be on my own forever. I know I should just get a grip and normally I cope but over the past four months I've had to go on antidepressants because things like this get me so down. I probably sound so pathetic considering some of the problems I read on here.Maybe a really good cry tonight and I will start to feel better, it always use to make me feel better.
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