I'll have no answer, again. But I can ask whatever I like.
I'm suddenly centre of attention. I don't like it. I react strangely to it. I drank the rest of the red wine, and glanced twice at the Baileys in the fridge. I thought better of it. Still rational, but who knows.
The red wine made me tired. I also haven't eaten enough today. I'm drained from the drink, and I'll probably be going to sleep now. I don't know how long I've been in this limelight. (I have a suspicion); probably for ages.
Is it possible to learn how to cope when you're under pressure or in the limelight? I actually believe I can.