I would like some feedback on whether I should go to the drs to see if I have depression or whether I would just be wasting their time. The past few years I've had feelings of being low but they've always went away. However, for about the past month I've not been able to get rid of feeling depressed. I cry at everything but not in front of anyone. For example, I made dinner tonight and the mashed potatoes were watery so I didn't have any dinner went upstairs ran a bath and cried so hard I felt sick. Little stuff sends me over the edge. When I go to work I feel like I have this mask on outside I'm happy but on the inside I'm screaming. I can actually feel myself not being right in the head. I really don't understand what the point to my life is? I don't want to get out of bed in the mornings yet when it's my days off I feel lazy for not working? I try and snap out of it thinking its just self pity but I just feel fake if I try and act normal.
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