Just felt I needed to come on & say how I feel.
I dunno why but today I have just felt so empty inside. Feel lonley, cant ring family as it will make things worse. Have been on an emotional roller coaster all day & paced about my flat like a caged animal. The stupid thing is I want to be on my own. I'm usually ok with my own company. I just cant settle.
I hope every one else is feelin better.
I wish like my best friend of 30 years I could fall asleep & not wake up due to natural causes. She had a major heart attack in her sleep with her husband next to her & he did'nt even reise. A nice way to go!
I'd never do anything even though I always think about it.
I am divorced with a 22 yr old son who lives at other side of town from me. My parents live up the street from me but they have other worries & feel I cant add to them.
Hugs to you all