hey my name is becca im new to this but i needed to tell my story and get it out
i have suffered for nearly five years now i was pregnant when i started feeling down and alone but i went away for a bit i just thought that i was scared about being a mum.
a couple months after having my daughter i started hitting my partner badly over anything little, when i wacked his head of a radiater is when i know i needed help, i knew that he and my daughter didnt need this after that i was getting better.
but now i feel like its worse i startedd hurting myself to stop the pain on the inside,i feel so lonely and i have started pushin my daughter away whitch hurts more ITS NOT HER FAULT i have wanted to run away loads of time cause i feel that she will have a better life. i feel like i have noone im scared and it feels like noone understands they say it will be ok, i cry all the time. why dose it feel so hard on a day to day bases