I am 22.
3 months ago I was started on a course of sertraline for despression and panic attacks.
The last few days I've hit an all new low. The littlest thing can put me in a horrible mood, today my boyfriends son answers the phone and I flew off the handles. I'm now sat in bed sobbing my eyes out think about how bad I feel things are and how i don't know if I wanna be here anymore.
I feel so tired all day and then I come home and I'm wide awake. It's rare that I go asleep before midnight because I can't settle, I just a burst of energy from no where.
I expect my boyfriend to understand but how I can expect him to understand something I don't understand myself.
My dad was diagnosed with bipolar and I'm wondering if I am the same.
I'm feel so ridiculous writing this and now that I wrote it I realise how pathetic I sound.
I've still posted this as 5 minutes ago i felt so low. If I keep ignoring it it's only gunna get worse.