Not Ben on here for a while but I do read most of the posts on here whether they are old or new. A lot of them touch on the subject of self harm or wanting to start a fresh and to be honest I am going through that once again today. I am going to cut to the chase who would really miss me if I took my own life? Who would benefit from me being a non existent person? Because I really do not know. I work for the public sector 6 days a week just to prevent myself doing this. I love a certain female but every time I try to speak to her I just get nothing my immediate and close family I speak on a regular basis but all I can think of is starting again from scratch being born to reliving my life. So my question is am I any better being dead or being alive?
And before anyone starts to try and talk me out of it no these results are not going to get me dead I will never do it. This is just so I have an idea that's sll!!😁