I hate going out, I fear crowded places, I get angry and very agitated, I don't even want to go to see the doctor, I've ran out of my sertraline, and I can't bring myself to go get more.
All I do is sleep, I'm in pain all the time, every time I go out I get diahrea, I sit and cry a lot , I can't get on with my family, I'm so low at times, I can't and don't want to talk about it, I feel as though no one cares anyway,
I have stopped looking after myself, I use baby wipes rather than shower, it makes me sad, I know it's wrong but can't seem to change, I was never as bad as this, I have not worked in two years, my husband looks after the house and bills. I have no money what so ever, so even if I wanted to run away I can't.
How do I change this, how can I turn this around, I've tried and nothing helps.