After my rollercoaster week, I ended up going to surgery the other lunchtime. I couldn't handle things any longer. 2 nurses and a doctor was in the treatment room waiting. Doctor told me first option is to contact social services to see if they could help. Which they did. Next doctor said is hospitalisation. HELL No I'm thinking!!.
But today after thinking of my mum.... being without her for 11 yrs she would have been celebrating her 62nd birthday. I was finally diagnosed!!!!! Woop woop!!
Boarderline personality disorder.
Do anyone else have it that is reading this. If so plz plz inbox me I would really love to chat with u about this.
Next find a flat/home