On a major low

Hi guys and gals I hope your all ok, just a brief update I am in a massive low tonight, ive cried my eyes I look like 1 of those puffa fish with the big eyes, think its hitting me more now knowing my youngest is having 5th birthday in about 15 days and yes ill be there but its gonna be so hard goiong back to parents at night, also xmas is going to totally rip me to shreds this year, my oldest kid is 14 and this will be the first xmas apart in a way, altho ill be there for prezzie opening and dinner, but it wont be the same. I feel like ive fell intoa massive black hole and I cant see any glimmer of light no matter what direction I look.

Its going to be a long night

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  • It is horrible when you can't be with your offspring .. I wear that T-shirt only too well .. Am with you bruvvvvva .. Chat about it, let it out

  • Hi Phil. I'm still awake with insomnia again! I suffer with depression and it takes up every bit of my life. I am just about to get the help I so desperately need. I do see that glimmer of hope, and it's this we need to hang onto. It's sounds like you have a good support network around you, so keep going my friend. It's not easy is it, but we are all here for each other too. If you need to chat, feel free to message me anytime.

    Tracy xxx

  • Hi Tracy

    I have started suffering from insomnia again lately, so many things whizzing round my brain xxxxxxx hope your ok

  • Chin up, stay strong xxxxxxxxxxx

  • Hi Rachel. I managed to get some sleep eventually! Hope you had a good night? Insomnia is one of the worse things ever. It drives me crazy 😜

    If you want someone to chat to, feel free to message me anytime.

    Gentle hugs. Tracy. xxx

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