11 years ago I lost my eldest son to SADS and have suffered from bouts of depression ever since. My youngest son found him dead and he has been ill almost constantly since with depression and anxiety.
Recently I have found the stress of working more and more difficult to cope with and currently am off work with a prolonged depressive episode. Its been 7 weeks no and I am in no fit state to work yet.
I currently can't see how I am going to get my coping self back and life feels very bleak
I am looking for some re-assurance that other people have been through similiar and come out the other side.