Over the past 12 or so days, I've felt amazing. I live with my 11 month old nephew who has really helped me! I don't know why I never looked at him for reassurance before, but hes the funniest, happiest and most gorgeous little boy ever. We're also really close because I'm close with his mum (my sister) and his father isn't around. I was at his birth and was the first to hold him! Being away from him is so heart-wrenching and I'd never been so upset. I think I'm very lucky to have had someone so clueless to really impact my life. I'm on 100mg Sertraline and they're going great. I get around 3-6 hours of sleep a night but I'd rather that than low, unmotivated days. Counselling too is OK, however I go back to Sixth form tomorrow. I hate it there, I really really do. I think it's the problem. Having so much time away made me realise how much I hate it. I feel sick and I'm so anxious.