Sometimes I feel like I am just wasting my days. I have been diagnosed with PTSD and depression and I have sought all the necessary help, medication, therapy, self-help books etc.
But despite all that, I really feel like i am idling. I am not working right now, on the recommendation of my doctor. I am alone in this city, I know no one except for my partner. (Probably because I have withdrawn from everyone). I am getting really bored and restless. I want to find my life purpose and do meaningful work.
Literally I spend my days staring at the computer screen looking for answers. Can anyone else identify? Did you ever come out of it on the other side? Am I just being impatient?