Today is the day I've been dreading it would have been my 10th wedding anniversary and brings back so many memories. As people have read my posts before my soon to be ex husband cheated he was physical,mentally and emotional abuse. I do blame myself and I even question why I even stayed with a man like that. He now has a new partner and I've seen pictures on the Internet of them both together and made me feel angry and abit sick. I just feel sorry for her because how violent he can be and he has took on her two small children. I know I have let her find out for herself and I need to think about me and my children. I just think it's a emotional day for me but I'm scared of meeting someone new aswell.