After posting on here not even a month ago, I'm finding it difficult coming to terms with my mother being a narcissist and it turns out the emotional manipulation may be worse than anticipated as my dad shed light on her behaviour from his experience with her and confirmed that I'm her emotional punching bag. I hate living here so much and I'm really hating my life and I just need to vent because right now I'm feeling very suicidal and lonely. I don't know what to believe anymore about my mum because she says I upset her but I feel like it might be emotional blackmail when I reflect on it. I'm just so confused and have no desire to continue my life, I have no one to talk to.
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