I think I suffer from depression but I the doubting voice in my head always stops me from talking about it. I have taken a few screening tests for depression online and they all point to me having severe depression. I know I need to talk to someone about it but I just can't force myself to do it actually saying the words are too hard. This isn't the first time I have suffered I'm not even sure if I ever really got over it or whether I was just convincing myself it was gone but it only got a little better. It is very hard for me to even write this and am battling myself on whether to post it.