About six weeks ago I had a breakdown, I packed up my boyfriend's stuff, called him and told him to pick it up. I have made a mistake and told him this and apologised but he says he's to scared for us to get back together incase I do it again. I am in the process of changing from citalapram to seratine (I think that's what there called) as my doctor said after 9 years on the citalapram I should try something else and I'm seeing her weekly. I am so low at the moment the only thing that keeps me going is my son. But I find weekends when he is with his dad the hardest. I get so lonely and usually end up in tears. I know it will get easier but I miss my ex so much. But then it's probably for the best if he can't give me any support. It just feels like this emptiness is never going to end
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