Hey! I hope everyone's okay? I haven't posted in about a month so just here to catch up and give updates.
I was hospitalised few weeks ago. I'm drinking every day, I wake up and the first thing I want is a drink. I've been doing drugs too. The escape is amazing bit only temporarily.
I'm soon joining a DBT group for BPD. Apparently somewhere along the lines from last 12 months I've lost how to "deal" with it basically.