Was supposed to be with my Brother and sister today to scatter Mum's ashes in Kirkcaldy Scotland,but am in too much physical and mental pain. The hospital that killed my Mother phoned me yesterday , (even after me telling them that I will only accept written correspondence!,)to ask me to fill the forms out yet again. I think that they are deliberately stalling.The CQC are now investigating the whole sorry happenings!
At least I can now try to get myself back on track now that Mum's ashes will be with my Gran and all of my Aunt's!
Although I do know I am genuinely too ill to have gone there , I still feel guilty and sad,Mum was always there for me and my siblings!
Still waiting for the Coroner's report,and have been told I could wait for a long time yet, very ill yesterday and am still sick and the other today, I know it's the Diverticular disease having a bit of a flare up! I am wondering if Stress makes it happen? As it does seem worse when I am Stressed! Instead of my back and arm being painful it feels like every joint in my body is causing me problems and Pain with a capital"P" ok rant over. Although I don't think I will be up to much over the weekend, I really hope everyone here has a good one! I keep telling myself" there are others out there that are suffering worse than me,so I have to stop feeling sorry for myself!" So have a good weekend enjoy and remember that no matter how bad we feel some poor bugger out there is feeling worse!