Hi I have the Monday blues, it might be the weather. honestly if it wasn't for my little dog I don't no what I would do. thing is I am a good guy I look after mum who is not great. she drains me I do housework help the neighbours with there gardens,so why do I feel useless. I feel like Bruce Willis in the Sixth Sense if that makes any sense, I am living with regrets, lost my dad to cancer,lost my best friend to a heart attack age 46,don't see no one apart from when I take dog out,i think to myself is this it really. same with me I dress nice,well spoken don't think I am ugly but no Brad Pitt either,i walk around like a lost dog. I look after mum basically don't use Twitter of Facebook, don't have mobile phone. my mum sits on facebook tells my 24/7 this ones having a nice holiday,this ones getting married look at there wonderful photos all happy. my Nephew has just had a holiday met a nice lass from Ireland and she was showing me his photos saying oh it's great. yes I love my nephew to bits. I write in riddles sorry. I got dumped because I took my dad out when he had the cancer and didn't take my friend out,my dad only had 1 month to live he died at age 62,i have never really recovered.