Hi again I really hate talking about personal things but I've been talking to Unison and my doctor and my bank about money worries I am having, its been like this a while, i'm more worried about my overdraft which i can not seem to get out of and keep recurring overdraft fees and bills that bounce back, I am 29 and the reason why I have a debt or shall i say a overdraft of £1000 which now i seem to go over because i cant seem to clear it from my wages and due to life and how much the essentials cost, but whilst trying to keep a full time job and a normal mental health and food and a roof over my head its getting very hard. this all started as i buried my head in the sand when i got diagnosed with testicular cancer when i was 25 which i've had no effects since touch wood.
I just wanted to drown my self in alcohol and forget about the world and just not wanna deal with this that i could easily up my over draft limit and now this is a constant reminder that what my past has been like, to which i'm going through every which way i can to get help with this but i'm getting very upset, frustrated, and its getting to the point that i'm not sleeping well or if i do sleep its in the most weirdest times.
I don't know what to do, I've asked friends and family for help but this is not easy on me or them, i just wish that it could be wiped away and never return but i know its not gonna be that simple. but trying to get my point across is hard work...
many thanks for your time