I have this issue where I have this obsession where I want to be the best. I don't understand why I have this and I believe that it is getting quite serious where it develops unnecessary competition with my friends ( which will be awful). It ranges from things such as football which is okay because it is a competitive sport. However the pointless things come into play like drawing. I regularly do drawing and if someone is better than me I get very annoyed. I really dislike this because there is no need for me to get annoyed over something so pointless and I need to realise that i'll never be the best in everything I do. Is there any tips or things I could to change my way of thinking. My fear like I mentioned before is developing unnesscary competition with my friends and want to change it as soon as possible. I've had sleepless nights over this issue.