I've had a really rough few weeks.
I've gone back to work, I'm arguing 24/7 with my partner and I'm moving house which financially we can't afford atm.
So, back at work and this week has been horrendous. I got sent home yesterday for having a meltdown whilst in a meeting (good impression eh?). I can't even describe this week. It's been a bag if shhhhhhht. I can't get myself out of bed or anything.
Me and my partner are going through a rough time. We spoke Sunday and he finally told me that he's stressed and down about everything. Hers been off work for quite a few weeks with an injury and his SSP won't even cover his outgoings for a start. I thought we made up and everything was fine but it hasn't. He won't speak to me. He's been so off with me. I don't know what to do because I'm impatient with how I'm feeling now and it's getting to me.
The move. Everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. Money, moving, furniture... you name it, it's freaking gone wrong!
I don't care about anything else, I'm just fed up of how much of an impact I'm being on my partner. I feel like a burden. I just want to disappear. I don't see a way out anymore. It's so hard to cope right now.