Me and my ex girlfriend of nearly 3 years. It has been a month now since I lost the love of my life my ex girlfriend she means everything to me and I can't live without her I am so shocked even now that the person I cared for the most and cherrished with all of my heart just left me and I am truly devasted because now she doesn't want to talk to me or see me etc I think she has moved on and it is killing me to see my ex just move on and not care about me and my feelings. I first met my ex in my village and we first started speaking on Facebook and then WhatsApp, we spoke for ages and then we finally met up at the local park and then we just started going out I can still remember what she was wearing on that day. I can remember how nervous I was when I first met her and I can still remember the butterflies I had to. I was so happy that I met her she was my everything she made me happy and we were perfect in every way, we go engaged and I proposed to her where we first met at the local park and I was so happy I couldn't believe I was going to marry my best friend my lover. I did everything for her I bought her things she would ever have and did things for her too, I surprised her with gifts etc and I would do anything to make her happy. We moved out with each other and then a month later she said to me she wasn't happy anymore and she said I was controlling even though I don't think I am. I can't bare to be apart from her because she means the world to me and I can't believe how she has changed in a bad way for who I used to know she isn't the same person anymore she is different it's like she is a stranger to me now. I think she has moved on with someone else now and that kills me to see because I didn't do anything to hurt her I never cheated on her etc I don't know why she would just leave me like this I am so lonely and depressed and I have no friends either I am in a hole that I can't get out of I need some help I really do to want her back but she doesn't want me back I really don't know what to do I have even thought about ending it all because if I can't have her then I don't want to be here I really need some help thank you ???, I love this girl to pieces and I really don't want to be here anymore I want to kill myself
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