Just writing a rant why it is life feel life it sucks so bad everyday and I feel like life on top of me everyday I think about not being here would it be better. I think the only reason I have not is because I took a overdose at 13 and saw the pain it cause my mum . Being depress ain't easy I never knew the affect it has on your life til now I'm repeating myself now if you read my past post but when you're depressed I never relise how even more shit you feel when the person you love probably walks out over it. It feels like your depression has gone up 10 fold. To be honest now I feel alone in a low dark place and the worst thing I know it and i don't want to feel like it but feel so shit anyway its unbelievable. Why o why have they made life this way why do some of us just get depressed so easily and other who just get on and nothing flaze them. I envy that I really do cos I don't have that will power and the more I'm writing the more I relise how much this illness has mess up my life and probably a few other on here it make me so sad . I wish,hope that I can get out depression soon cos one big thing I have learnt is depression can destroy you and your soul cos I feel like it destroy mine
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