A bit more so u know what cause my depression to get on top.

[bradley127]

Hi I'm 31 I'm depress been told I'm insucure and lost my patter of 3 years and my step kids down to it .  I like to know does this make me a insucure guy . Basically she when of the rails and smoke crack a few times and then I helped her get of it  and then she dumped me and then move a new guy in her house a few months later she contacts me and we get back together. We together again for about 5 month's and then I see a text for her trying to get crack so I ask her and she said u never got it there but then 3 days later she wants to go out with her mates and I overreacted and shouted at her which I was wrong for but does that make me a bad person or would it be nomad after someone broke your trust like that not to trust them . so basically I felt like dieing everyday since for the last 3 months was that her using insucure to cover her own faults or is it I'm put my depression thoughts and ruin my own relationship it drove me crazy since as  my ex dismissed me like a dog you don't want to play with no more so I come out of this relationship feeling like small man who don't deserve to be happy

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If your Partner is on drugs and She keeps walking out from you all I can really suggest is you both go and talk with your GP, Treatment will need to be arranged to dry her out and this will assist in getting on with your life together. Generally if this is not possible and she will not go for treatment your relationship will be very problematic.

So it is important that she will dry out.

Remember you need to consider your own life choices, no-one can tell you how to go

We can give support, you need to talk to your GP as your Health also matters

BOB

[bradley127 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks mate but as u said we apart she dumped me and I don't know if she got back on them and if dumping me was just  a escape goat so she don't attached no blame to herself she mess up my head now to the point I feel like killing myself everyday if it won't for having my mum and brother I probably would of she made me feel like I'm a horrible guy and I forgot to mention she has also the traits of bi polar but never got help so it like a just suffer and gave all my support for someone I love for no reason and what make me feel so sad I feel I lost my kids as I can never see them against as my ex is so bitter against me over nothing basically I never cheated always provide for her and her kids and try my best to support her though her bi polar and drug issues

[Hidden in reply to bradley127]

If you are so low discuss all with your GP. They can arrange treatment over four to six weeks to turn you around

BOB