Hi guys, I'm really down right now. I've been suffering with depression for years but I've been off work for 10 weeks now. Only last week I decided to tell my partner about the voices I hear. I hate myself for it now. I was planning on breaking up with him during this time because I don't want to feel like a burden on him. Obviously, with me I over think things when I'm especially low. He was joking around about me not being able to take a joke. I asked him if I bore him and he hesitated. Am I over thinking this?
Please take into consideration that the voice I hear likes to taunt and scare me. This was pure ammunition for him. Telling me I bore him, I should cut myself, I should run etc.