So I've been interested in rap music for a while when I got this vision I never have these and I envisioned a ‘girl’ rapping on a stage with a LARGE crowd of loving fans and I could relate to everything she was saying talking/rapping about “Money and Power” was the name of the track then she stepped out of the darkness and in to the spot light and I saw myself I looked older. She smiled and mouthed “This Is Us” I’ve been writing lyrics ever since my first song is called “Money and Power” I showed my English teacher and she said that she could see talent in it and that I’m sending a really strong message across with my projects and that she can see pure poetry. I’ve never been slightly interested in poetry or rap never mind pursuing a career in it, until I had the vision. But it’s just the studio that’s stopping me from completing my demo and sending it to the professional Record Labels such as Young Money Records. I feeling like vocally I’ve got no talent and that I can’t find my flow, I think I’m kidding myself. My depression makes me think I’m REALLY good at times and then I sound like sh*t. Am I wasting my time? Am I following a vision that doesn’t really mean anything, cause that’s what’s keeping me going.