Last month I split up with my gf after 2 and a half of the best years of my life. At the time it made sense, we kinda drifted and I accepted that. But recently I've become very down, she has depression and anxiety and after nearly 3 years of helping her I can see the same symptoms in myself. I've been relying on her the way she used to with me, but she's moved on and I can't rely on her anymore. It kills me because now I have no one to rely on and seeing how important I was to her, I feel I need that now.
I know this doesn't really have a question or anything but I just needed to say it.