I just need to make this post because it is killing me inside. I am already on the list for counselling as i am on antidepressants and that. I am 21 years old and a few days ago I lost my virginity to a boy who is my friend. It was unexpected and it just escalated after a night out but I am feeling very sad, ashamed and in regret now. My best friend doesn't like him because he gets with a lot of girls...and I never ever had the thought of sleeping with him. When I did tell her, she got so disappointed with me and was like you wanted it to be special (which I always said I did) and now you have lost it with him...I have not stopped crying and I have lost my appetite because of this. I feel like I betrayed her and that she is ashamed of me. I am not slutty but I am so annoyed that I was a virgin and happy for long and now I can't take that back and I feel disgusting. My best friend lost it to her boyfriend who she loves and now I feel like a mess. I really need support as this has upset me so so much
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