It's Christmas Day and it took al my strength to get out of bed and socialise with my mum dad brother and gran. Feel tearful and just wana be alone in my bed. It's now afternoon and iv gone back to bed for a nap. Been on anti depressants for years. Felt like this for a while. Have a lovely friends and boyfriend but never feel like seeing anyone please can someone offer some advise to help me I hate feeling like this wana go back to feeling carefree!